Cornflakes and Beer

I had to share this as I thought how crazy anxiety can make you and how you will do anything to stop feeling it, I have been having a terrible week with anxiety, and it ran out of my Xanax early this month as I took extra, not a good idea, yesterday I was feeling so crappy and anxious, that I went and bought a couple beers hoping to quell the anxiety, I rarely drink, this morning I was having so much anxiety, that I opened a beer thinking maybe it would calm me down, at the same time I decided to eat breakfast so I poured a bowl of cornflakes, as I went to eat my cornflakes, I realized how ridiculous it looked to be eating cornflakes and drinking a beer It's certainly not the breakfast of champions.

 

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Feeling crappy

I have been having so much trouble with my anxiety and depression, I was doing so good but now I am back at square one, it is so discouraging.

Woke up panicky

My anxiety is back, I have been doing so good for a few weeks now, I though maybe I had turned a corner but it's back, I will just have to work harder to get better.

Flannel on the outside black silk on inside

I am such a different person at times, I can be so domestic, then so wild and eccentric , maybe everyone's that way, as I grow older though, I wish I had been even more out there than I already was.
Life is short and I think you should live it with gusto.