Waking this morning to find out that, Philip Seymour died of a overdose, why do people have such demons? They have so much talent, money and fame and yet, they die like a derelict in the street, maybe it's because no matter what they have, the pain and angst, they suffer is no different.
It scares me as I have suffered all my life with mentall illness, anxiety and clinical depression, yet I push everyday, to try to get to recovery, which I know is only remission, as it always crops up again.
Will there be a day I stop trying, I hope not, I refuse to give in to this!
